Category: pregnancy after loss
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Heartbeats
A racing heart I find myself idly – or obsessively, depending on how you look at it – flicking through the Fitbit app on my phone. I should be working but I feel distracted. Or I’m the kind of person who’s easily distracted, depending on how you look at it. I notice my resting heart…
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Stars
For the first time in 5 pregnancies, 4 of which have ended in miscarriage, I receive some answers. The peace that descends is unexpected. The power of knowledge to help us accept and heal is clear.
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The purpose
As some worrying symptoms of miscarriage start to appear, I begin to consider what this blog is really all about.
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The holiday
Spending a lot of time trying not to think about being pregnant is one thing. But what about practicalities that need to be planned and organised?
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The outcome
After the anxious wait, the scan is done and the outcome is determined.
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The void
There is a void between being pregnant and being not pregnant. For those of us who have experienced multiple miscarriages, the lurching and leaping from one to the other is all too familiar.
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The double rainbow
A positive pregnancy test. It should be a cause for celebration. So what if history has taught you that the appearance of those pink lines doesn’t always mean you’ll soon be bringing a baby home?
Between the pink lines 